somebody scream

today was just one of those days where i wanted to scream my head off. you know what i'm talking about, right? whether it's work or something in your home or social life or something you encountered throughout your day, sooner or later we all get to experience those special days that infuriate us to a point where we wanna scream. or at least i think this is a universal thing... if i'm alone on this, then i wanna know what everyone else's secret is.

but what's frustrating is i can't scream. there's no suitable place to scream. i can't do it at the office. coworkers and superiors might not appreciate that. i can't do it at home cuz my neighbors won't appreciate it. i can't do it on the street cuz people will think i'm some nut. i can't do it on buses, in stores, at a friend's house, or during a yoga class (although sporadically screaming during a yoga class would probably be some epic shit).

and i know if i scream, i'll feel a little better. i just gotta get it out of my system. i'm basically just an angry animal that needs to let out a ferocious roar (or as ferocious as i can make it), and there is no place accepting of that type of behavior. and that tends to frustrate me a little more. i can't silence the urge to scream. i can only suppress it and hold it down till a later time. but i know i gotta let it out or else it'll eventually find it's way out of my system on its own.

i'm starting to think that maybe we need designated times and/or places where/when it's okay to scream. need to scream? just visit the nearest screaming room equipped with soundproof walls. let it out and don't leave that room till you get it all out of your system. or if we could all agree on a specific time, let's say 5:46pm, when everyone just drops what they're doing and let's out the biggest scream they got. that'd not only be relieving but it'd be kinda awesome.

i don't think there's anything wrong with screaming. i'm just a dude who's slightly ticked at the ways of the universe at the moment and i know a good, guttural scream would fix everything and i'd be all good after that, or at least until the next time i need to scream.

all i am saying, is give scream a chance.... man.